Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through for you
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
I think I may just do a cover of this song. To be honest, I'm really feeling this song right now. I haven't slept. I'm afraid of where my dreams will take me. I'd rather have a nightmare than have blissful, wonderful, reminiscent dreams about how happy I was. But that was it, I was caught up in the euphoria of it... the idea of it... the feelings of it. It was nice to feel wanted. It was nice to be cared for.
For a split second, part of me thought how can life be so cruel. Life gave me a happiness that made feel as if I was safe again. Made me feel like I was actually strong, that I could voice my feelings unashamed. But I guess that's why they say Ignorance is Bliss. I let my guard down and let myself go with the flow... and I got sucker punched.
So is it my type of love that I should change? I love unconditionally. I love with out questions, when I love, I give it my all. I honestly love with my entire being. I guess it's my own fault for getting hurt. I can't help but care. I can't help but care for the meek, the needy, the sad, the hurt, the innocent. I can't help but fight for what is just, what is moral, what I value. But why is it, I find it difficult to just be loved. I believe it's impossible for someone like me.
I will not continue this spat of a rant. I'm fooling myself again.... let's cut it short shall we... The_Ugly_Duckling is single..... again....
1 comment:
SINGLE? And here I am half a country away from ya and way too old anyway. Damn. ;-)
Don't settle for anyone that isn't good enough babe. You're entirely too awesome to do that.
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